By finding something that comes out of the darkness

Without knowing yourself
Compared with the surroundings
When I try to become an adult,
Extend your strengths
Trying to be a great stranger
Good self
Trying to be the person you want.

In the process,
Seeking stability
Abandon the dream
Forget the dream.

I cannot be a stranger.
Personality is not a merit
Among the disadvantages.

Stop comparing with people
deeply
deeply
Deep inside
As you dive

In the deep darkness
Vague and hazy
There is a contour.

that is
desire
anger
ideal
What I want to convey.

Its outline is
Not clear
Abstract
If you try to touch it by force
I change shape and run away.

To trace its contour
People
Trying to shape that contour
Make something

A sense of helplessness
Inferiority
Beyond despair
What I can do remains.

What you can do
The only thing you can do properly.
Means of living.
Vocation.
mission.
role.
You can use any words,
It lives its own life
It’s a road.

It ’s distorted and clumsy
Can connect with society
It’s work.